I hate to be dependent on you
Why gave me empty promises only to give me false hope?Why bring me to the heaven only to crush me into pitch dark pit?
I feel the urge to break free from the entangling web that U created...
It's still the same old me that U know of...
whose feelings for you have deepened into roots...
Except my needs and plans are envisioned magnifically...
And I need to fulfill them...
I can't visionized myself staying stagnant...
forever and ever waiting... what's the point?
I must move on... with a goal luring me forward...
I despise that fact that i'm forcing a commitment from U.
Though I'll only truely be happy if our role are reversed.
Do you think i really enjoy the probing?
NO! I don't. I hate to sound needing...
My faith in U has started to shaken up,
for I'm starting to wonder: are you really the ONE for me?
Or, perhaps I shouldn't ponder so much and waste my life away...
This scenario has replayed a second time in my life...
Except then, I was playing your role...
For now, i finally understand how "he" used to feel...
Mabbe it's now retribution on me...
I feel hopeless... I need to get a life... my life shouldn't just revolve around you... and I shouldn't have allow it this way... I really need to get my own life from now on... sigh...
posted by Panda @ 10:04 PM
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